It has been a while since I sat down and words flowed uninterrupted. This Sunday evening however, has broken all the barricades, with a little push from the over-whelming emotions that I have been experiencing of-late.
Reason??? Well, I have just (no, not JUST...about 10 days back) reported at my new profile...a far cry from the 'Sales & Marketing' one that has been a way of life so far...hmmm...come to think of it, almost 8 years! And believe me, my definition of a job or career has gone for a toss!
From this excitement filled, fast paced and often high stress inducing profile, I have migrated to THE strategy part - the dream job for many but yet something doesn't feel quite right! Yup..and that's what has kept me edgy all week long...
I am told that this feeling is quite "natural" as it might take me sometime to get used to a different office ambience, a cell that does not ring as much (which is quite unnerving..makes you feel so unwanted!), a huge chunk of unknown faces and above all, SILENCE! Yes, that's what is the biggest of all troubles at hand currently.
Having been a chatter box all my life, it has never been difficult to be-friend people and adjust myself to otherwise unfamiliar surroundings. Part of that also, comes from having travelled a lot as a kid and making new friends everywhere. But here I am, saddled with loads of manuals and case studies and what-not and very little scope for chit chat..SOB SOB!
That brings me back to the point...is it that I'm giving a little too much of weightage to this particular CHANGE and making it out to to be a bigger and tougher one than it actually is??
Maybe..after all, I have always believed that job is just a part of life..the one that helps you make money and the money, in turn, takes care of all that u need...n sometimes, want ;)
Haash...now, that's a nice thought!
And pleasant enough to keep my energy bank charged enough to ride over the Monday Bules that lay ahead..
Expect an update soon...and this is gonna be my journey of transforming the unfamiliarity that envelops me currently to a sunnier n friendlier surroundings!!
